January 13th

Going forwards is not ‘simply’
It’s not all it’s cracked up to be
It’s all there, way out ahead of me
I’m full of motivation blocking
I’m trying to walk but end up falling
My brain and mind are constantly brawling
I’m getting stuck by mental stalling
I’m continually self-knocking
I thought I had it, I thought I was there,
Bit nothing now except blank stare
I’m falling asleep in life’s armchair
I started to rock but now I'm rocking.
I thought I had it I thought I knew
How to plan the unlade path for you
I was aware of all the things to do
I'll stick with it until succeeded
The days that I miss will be far and few
I’ll state it now and vow renew
I’ll heed this warning and take my cue
As the kick up the arse I needed